3 yr old...

Ugh! Today was a terrible morning. It didn't start out that way. Trey took Jacob's 3am feeding which was nice even though I had to wake trey up and I was awake the whole time but I was nice to lay in bed with my eyes closed. Jacob woke up at 6am so I got him and put him in our where he proceeded to go back to sleep. Since he was sleeping, I decided to start getting ready. I had makeup an hair done and then Madison woke up. I went and got her and she was so happy that I got her out of bed since 99.9999% of the time trey does. As I was holding her she told me she like me getting her and that she loved me and she gave me a sweet kiss. She got dressed while I made out oatmeal and then we are breakfast together. Jacob woke up at 7 and I let Madison eat in the living room on the TV tray while I nursed Jacob. All that was left to so was for Madison to brush her teeth and put her shoes on! Jacob finished and everything just went to hell. I told Madison to brush her teeth while I propped Jacob on the boppy in my room while I started to brush my teeth. I walk out of my room to start packing my car (still brushing my teeth) when I notice Madison is just standing on the stairs because she "wanted me." So instead of packing I race upstairs to brush out teeth together where she proceeds to take FOREVER to brush her teeth and complaint ab this and that. I'm so frustrated bc I still need to get dressed, get Jacob in the car seat, make sure I have all the bottles, my pumping stuff, Jacob's daycare bag, Madison's daycare bag and my purse! And then I just lose it. She starts talking back to me and just wasting time. I'm so mad I'm shaking!!! I just don't know what to do. Thankfully, mornings like this are far and few between but I need to find a way to deal with her. I know it's my fault because I got from 0 (total patience) to 100 pretty quickly. I'm just nervous about her teenage years. Ugh-being a mom to a daughter can be hard. I love her to pieces but she sure knows how to frustrate me.

To top that off, on my way to work there was so much traffic before the exit I needed to take and I couldn't tell why (bc I drive a sedan and there were too many 18 wheelers and SUVs on the road) that I got all the way on the left lane with the thought that I was going to smoke them and cut some ppl off until I realized the light was out!!! So now it's a 4-way stop and I have to cut across three lanes to take the exit-thankfully I was able to do that with no incidence. Please let the day get better. I will definitely be drinking wine tonight!